It is with inconsolable grief that I write this post. Today my beloved ‘Bella passed away. Complications of her medical problems have eaten away at her poor bones to the point that she was no longer able to walk, to eat, to play or have any quality of life.
The breed standard for the Newfoundland dog states: “Sweetness of temperament is the hallmark of the Newfoundland; this is the most important single characteristic of the breed.” My Bella fit that hallmark trait in every way.
As painful, heart breaking and heart wrenching of a decision it was to make, we know it was time for our big, beautiful Bella to go and wait for us at the Rainbow Bridge.
My ‘Bella-boo, I will never forget you. I will meet you at the rainbow bridge when my turn comes to join you in heaven.
Godspeed, dear girl. I love you.
I'm so sorry to hear of Bella's passing. I wish you peace & joy in her memories.
ReplyDeleteJennifer, I have tears and a broken heart for you right now. I'm so sorry. Lady Bella was a beautiful soul indeed. I know your heart is aching for her right now. Prayers and hugs to you.
ReplyDeleteMary
Oh, Jennifer. If I was there, you'd get a big hug and my tears would be running all over you. I hope that time and wonderful memories will ease your pain as you travel on your journey.
ReplyDeleteI am so very sorry Jennifer. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I'm sending you a great big hug.
ReplyDeleteLisa
I am so sorry, Jennifer.
ReplyDeleteJennifer I am so sorry to here about Bella. Tears in my eyes. Pets are like babies they grow with you and they love you without question.... just remember the good times you always have them
ReplyDeleteJulie
Oh Jennifer, im sorry sorry to hear about this. May you cherish her memory and remember that she will be free of her pain now.
ReplyDeletehugs, chelsey
So sorry to hear you had to surrender your lovely Bella - I feel so sad for you and can understand your love attachment with her. It's never easy.
ReplyDeleteJacqueline x
My heart aches for you Jennifer. I have felt the pain from a pets passing.
ReplyDeleteSonya
Jennifer,
ReplyDeleteMy hearts goes out to you! Bella was a beautiful part of your family. I owned a Newfoundland about 15 years ago. In fact I did not know what a Newfy was until we went to pick him up in Philadelphia. I looked at my husband and said we are getting a "HORSE!" Partin was my very first dog, they are so loving, good natured, sweet, and all the good personality traits that we would all love to have. Partin lived for 11 years until his heart gave out, I miss him every day and have never come to grips to own another, but after watching your video - sitting here crying - I really want one of natures loving companions again. Remember all of the good times and keep pictures, and I am sure as loyal as Newfs are she will be waiting for you at the Rainbow Bridge and well as my Partin is. Thank you so much for sharing the pictures - I don't think anyone knows how great Newfoundlands are until you bring one home!! My prayers, hugs, and tears go out to you today!!
Bev Hammack (Rette Mom)
hammack4@sbcglobal.nt
Jennifer & Paul I'm so sorry to hear about Bella passing... my heart goes out to you. Pets are a part of us and it's so hard to say goodbye. Sending you big hugs ~ Jovi
ReplyDeleteI am heartbroken for you and Paul, and for your sweet Gabe. Blessings, dear friend.
ReplyDeleteJennifer, I'm so sorry to hear of Bella's passing. I wish I could be there to give you a big hug. How is Gabe?
ReplyDeleteI have stopped by your blog several times since Bella's passing, not quite knowing what to say.....I'm sorry doesn't quit cut it. I do know what you are going through, as I am sure many others do too. I'm sure it was the hardest decision to make...I know it was when I was in the same place with my Gizmo. To hold on for our sake, or to let go for theirs. Even though I only know you through your blog, I have tears just thinking of how you must feel and send you many hugs.
ReplyDeleteMemories are the best, as you always carry them with you.
Feeling in your sadness,
Michele Burnard and Sydney (Schnauzer) Burnard
mburnard@sympatico.ca
My heart just aches, Jennifer, hearing about Bella's passing. You and Paul will be in my thoughts as you grieve. God Bless both of you.
ReplyDeleteMy husband and I are aware of the heartbreaking grief that a loved companion leaves behind. We are anticipating just such a situation here at home with our 17 year old baby boy, and he IS our baby boy. Seventeen years of love with not one negative emotion between us.....I just hope we are brave.
ReplyDeleteJennifer, I read through the rest of your posts before deciding to coming back and responding to this particular one. First, I wanted to say how glad I am that you came out of that micro motor incident with just a finger that was injured. I am so, so sorry to hear of your loss. Bella always made me smile, even up to the Canada Day post - her little bandanna was adorable. I am sending hugs and warm thoughts to you and Paul.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear about Bella's passing, hope your heart feels lighter soon. You did the brave, loving, courageous and caring thing for Bella.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry for your loss Jennifer. I cried when I read your post, for I too am a believer in the rainbow bridge.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry for the loss of
ReplyDeleteyour dear Bella.
"They are family"
Beautiful Dogs..love them.